Be With Me?

Insya-Allah :)

I had an evaluation of dissection yesterday. I took out my pencil from my bag just in case I need to write any last notes before entering the large dissection hall.

We had no specific turn, just waiting impatiently to be called by any lecturers. At first, I sat with my partner in the small dissection hall. I felt more nervous so I went to the classroom to discuss some parts with my other friend. Suddenly, my name was called by the HEAD OF DEPARTMENT! All of us was trying to avoid getting her as the examiner as many of the seniors told us that she is very strict and she will ask more tricky questions.

But it's okay. Try to look from a positive perspective. Allah planed the best. Maybe Allah want me to have experiences examined by her as I may meet her again during the orally final exam.

Could not stop myself from reciting doa penenang hati. 

For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease. Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.  - Asy-Syarh 94 ; 5-6

Alhamdulillah, eventhough I had a bad starter (I answered the first question wrongly hmmmm), most of the times I can feel Allah really help me a lot. Alhamdulillah.

At home, when I started to unpack my bag to start studying for next test, I realised that I left my beloved mechanical pencil in the classroom. Astaghfirullah. There was another class for Czech students, how am I going to enter the class? :(

I kept thinking about the pencil then I decided to go back to the classroom and search for it. Unfortunately, there was nothing to be seen. My mood was quite down. It is the pencil that I have used for 6 years long. Can you imagine my feeling of losing it?

Relax Nina, cool down. Allah Allah Allah. *bergenang air mata*

Okay, last choice before just believe the fact that I need to find a new one.

Announce it to the first year Medics group.

Alhamdulillah, there was a friend who responded to the post and said that she found the pencil and kept it so that she can returned it the next day. Yeay, finally it is already in my hand right now. Big smile. Thanks to Him <3

Emmmm, such a small matter right? It is just a pencil! But still .... 

Maybe you should watch this video and I bet you will appreciate it :)
Actually, the video portray another point of view, if you really understand it. Yes, I'm sentimental but I do appreciate and love most of things around me. They have done so much for me, bear with my attitude and  give the best as they can. Do appreciate yourself too. 

So when you have finished [your duties], then stand up [for worship]. And to your Lord direct [your] longing. - Asy-Syarh 94 ; 7-8

Oh, just want to remind ourselves, today is the first day of Rejab 1433H. Lets improve and increase our amal. Fighting!

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